A month ago I finished a track for the Tip Jar song competition and I’ve been very lazy in not posting it here until now. It’s a song I wrote a while back about my experience of how self doubt and low self-esteem can ruin relationships. It’s existed in an unfinished form for quite a while so I’m very happy to finally get it out.
Lyrics:
I can’t clear my mind
Of these dangerous doubts
But there’s no safety in
Pretending I can hide
All alone and be satisfied
I need someone with me
to share my company
I play into your fears
When I cannot conquer mine
And your trembling heart is telling you
What your heart already knew
And you finally decide to say
Before you finish and walk away
Indecision is still a decision to undecide
What you feel inside
Indecision is still a decision it’s a thief of time
That will rob you blind
I try to strengthen my resolve
Put my past in my control
Who controls the past
Controls the future
But my doubts are rising up
Against my will to interrupt
The script of tragedy
That brought me to my knees
I’ve got to change my life
If I’ll ever get out of here
So I’ll unmake these points of view
Pen my past as something new
And bring the power of the one
To the passion of the young
Indecision is still a decision to undecide
What you feel inside
Indecision is still a decision it’s a thief of time
That will rob you blind
If you don’t feel it
You have to walk away
Don’t let your fear of confrontation
Leave you caged another day
Indecision is still a decision to undecide
What you feel inside
Indecision is still a decision it’s a thief of time
That will rob you blind